Left with Ever

Reflections by Proud Sittimalakorn, Co-Founder of Ever

Left With Ever is where I share small moments from my life as I’m living them. I’m in it with you, figuring things out as I go, and I just hope these moments can make someone feel a little less alone.

i sat on a train today
and everyone felt like their own small world

headphones in
eyes down
music no one else could hear

someone was drawing in a notebook
slow and focused
like nothing outside of that page existed

someone else was just staring out the window
not really looking at anything
just somewhere else in their head

it made me think how many of us are sitting next to each other
going through completely different things
without ever saying it out loud

and somehow that feels normal

3/16/26

today felt a little off in a way i couldn’t really explain

nothing bad happened
nothing really stood out

but everything felt slightly heavier than usual
like my thoughts were just a bit louder than everything else

i kept noticing small pauses in the day
moments where things felt still for a second
and then moved again

i think i’ve started paying more attention to those in-between moments
the ones that don’t feel important
but still change how the day feels

3/31/26

i noticed how often people say they’re “fine”
without really saying anything else

not because something is wrong
but because it’s easier that way

today it just stood out more than usual
in small conversations
in quick answers
in passing moments

and it made me realize how much of life is actually unspoken
not hidden
just not shared

4/5/26

there are moments in the day that don’t feel like anything big
but they stay with you anyway

like sitting somewhere for a few seconds too long
or hearing a sound that makes you pause without meaning to

i had a few of those today
nothing dramatic
just small interruptions in thought